So, as you might have noticed. All my old posts are gone, i deleted them all, and with a good reason. I’m so sick and tired of being reminded of the times when i was on love, the times i had no worries in life and every day felt like the best day in the world.

It’s time to move forward, put the past behind me and make new memories. After chatting for 5 hours straight with Elin last Friday, about everything and nothing, and especially previous relationships, i felt i finally was able to say “fuck it, i can’t stand having chest pains every time something reminds me of her”, so i did.

From now on I’d like to have as little as possible to do with her, she will always be in my heart, but i can’t take the pain anymore, so life moves on.

I just hope i will be strong enough….